I can feel my old age settling in. It was slow at first, hardly noticeable. But it’s starting to catch up to me, in fact, it’s potentially already caught up to me. I think I may officially be old, despite how hard I’ve tried not to be.
I’m starting to struggle with things that I used to find easy. That’s really tough and extremely frustrating. I feel like I’m losing myself and I know that my children are worried about me, but there’s nothing I can do about it. I suppose I could look into the specialist disability accommodation providers in my area like my children asked me to.
I’m still very sound of mind, which is both a blessing and a curse, so I am quite capable of choosing my own accommodation providers and signing all the paperwork. I would need help moving, but once I’m living in specialist disability accommodation, I should have access to people who can help me perform everyday tasks like I used to.
I’ve put off looking into specialist disability accommodation for several years now because I didn’t want to admit that I was getting older. Unfortunately these days it’s getting harder and harder to deny and I need to do this for myself and my children before it’s too late. I would like to choose my own disability support worker. In the Adelaide CBD, there are plenty of disability support workers to choose from and I wouldn’t want to burden my children with that sort of decision making. While my mind is still strong and with it, I’m going to do what I can to help make my kids’ lives easier.
Although my body is going and my mind is probably going to go with it, I know for a fact that my love for my children will never waver. They are my proudest accomplishment. I hope they’ll be okay once I’m gone.

It’s always scary when someone you love needs surgery. My mum’s body has been failing her ever since I was born. When pregnant with me she had all of these physical issues, and it has been bad for her ever since. She played a lot of sport when she was younger and had bad eating habits, the negative effects of which were masked by the hours and hours of sport/training she did every week. She was extremely talented and a highly regarded sporting child in her town growing up, but one injury to her ligaments at twenty-one years old changed all that.
My call with the conveyancer went fantastically! Talking to the conveyancer on company time is literally so much better than actually working. As I said, I really ease myself into work on a Monday because I’m still recovering from an incredibly busy two days before. My weekends are my happy place and spending time with my friends and family is what’s important to me. I thrive off it and I’m still feeling the positive afterglow from my weekend shenanigans.
It’s almost time for my yearly logbook service. I have a newish car, it was made in 2017 and it’s now 2022, so I’m still within my manufacturer’s logbook requirements. I think it may last ten years? I’m not sure. I just give the mechanic my logbook and let her do whatever it is she needs to do. After all, she’s the expert
Three months after escaping the Conclave of Mechanists, Maphira stood on the edge of her boat, overlooking Port Phillip Bay, the breeze rushing through her long hair.
Talk about leaving things to the last minute. I only have four minutes left to finalise this brief for work to pass on to an established video production company that we’re about to work with. They need the brief by a certain time to be able to hit our tight deadline and I completely get that. The only issue is that I’m not going to be able to hit the deadline for the brief. I’ve been so distracted all day and now I’m only just getting my head in the right frame of mind to do the work. I wish I had been this motivated at the start of the day – it would have saved me the very large headache that I’m experiencing now.
My car breaks down every other week, I swear. Everyone’s telling me that it’s because I haven’t gotten serviced since I purchased it second hand and that it’s my fault for not making sure it was issued with a roadworthy certificate before purchasing it. Phsst. I only had ten minutes to make the purchase with the guy who previously owned the vehicle. Do you really think that I had time to ask him whether he got a
The redecorating is coming along really nicely. My house looks exactly like the beachside, tropical location I stayed at a few weeks ago. Transforming my house into a tropical paradise by simply changing the wallpaper and wall decals I’ve selected for my home has been a great decision. I think it’s playing a big role in the fact that even a month on from my holiday, I’m feeling calm, relaxed and happy. Normally I get so caught up in life and my responsibilities that I forget to step back and smell the roses, but with the walls of my home decorated with
The ocean is busier than ever these days. A couple of hundred years ago, mermaids were being hunted by fishermen so frequently that our population numbers dwindled down to extinction. But the past few decades have seen this trend in reverse as we learned to hide from their ships and deceive their scouts. I am barely twenty, so I never got to experience the secrecy and fear that came with the height of the mermaid hunts, but I have heard the stories.